- Me last week when they told me I was doing a bid run: YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME OMFG NO I CAN'T DO THIS YOU GUYS ARE INSANE...I guess if I have to though...I'll try?
- Me earlier this week: What if I fuck it up? What if I can't find parking? What if I'm late? What if traffic? What if bad directions get lost? What if miswrite numbers? What if what if what if?
- Me this morning: You know, this is actually kind of cool in a weird way. I get to feel useful and needed, like part of the team instead of that ghostly enabler in the background that I usually am. I'm still nervous, but I like this feeling!
- Me right now, half an hour before departure, 2.5 hours before bid time: OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD
- *static as mindless panic takes over*
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