Ppl who write checks at the grocery store and hold the line up for 10 minutes doing so should be shot.
Cranky Jadelyn is cranky. The grocery store the week of Thanksgiving is my idea of hell.
Good morning tumblr. Got a couple of really good pics of my dragons breath “opal” (actually a colored glass with some kind of metal added during the process to create the blue flashes) cab last night. Fuck yeah.
Still haven’t finished the daisy chain yet. Putting up the curtain rod kinda killed my hands yesterday so I didn’t do much else. Gonna finish it today though. Really I am. And get listing photos and clear some boxes out of my room and clean the kitchen and and and I am giving myself overwhelm-anxiety so maybe not.
I keep doing this Thing lately that’s really starting to annoy the fuck out of me, where I keep getting caught up in a quagmire of Too Many Options.
Like, right now. I have it all in my head that I need to do some inventory stuff, clean up this room, make coffee/breakfast, go to CVS (unless Mom wants to stop and get me stuff, hi Mom!), finish the dragonscale I started last night, start wrapping the cabs I painted, and assorted other things.
And there’s a clear starting point there, obviously, with coffee/breakfast. But I am still feeling stuck because I’m trying to plan *everything* all at once for *maximum efficiency* (and don’t get me started on why I have massive hangups around the concept of efficiency) so I’m just…not doing anything at all.
Update: had to get up to get something from the bathroom. Used “I’m already up” to make coffee/breakfast. At least that’s one thing done. :-/
I am so angry and upset about a depression related post I saw little bit ago that it literally brought me to tears I can’t just walk away from it the next few hours but I have to go pick up mom from stuff so this is just this is just because I needed to say I’m upset and it hurts. Also that there will be some serious shit coming down when I get back and finish that post.
Also that this post was made with speech to text on my phone so if it makes no sense that’s why. Sorry.
Hey tumblr. I have some shit to talk out and decisions that need to be made at some point in varying degrees of “soon-ish”. So I’m going to ramble here and would be grateful for any responses or advice or input anyone has. Okay? Behind the cut to spare the dashes of those who’ve got other things to do.